i know who stole my self confidence, and im stealing it back.

so i was in a shit realtionship with someone for 2 and half years, at the time you say to yourself its going to get better! if you keep telling them your gonna go and they say their gonna change, they will. but he didnt, my self-confidence(which was quite normal when i met him) was taken away from me. someone that tells you when a bit of your bra is sticking out of your top that your a slag, or someone that when youve spent an hour and half getting ready and when he sees you, just get told 'your dress is too small' or 'are you wearing that so all the boys look at you?' it fucks with your head. i never got told you look really pretty or you look really beautiful, maybe once in a blue moon. your boyfriends not meant to tell you which one of your friends he finds attractive or wants to 'shag'. or when your driving along he will clearly look at girls and look at their arses in the street. this is what i put up with for 2 and a half years and was constantly asked 'so how many boys did you kiss tonight'. i looked in the mirror and cried at the refelction, of what he made me become- this fragile girl who is just waiting to break. i woke up this morning and told myself i am not going to give him the satifaction of making me feel like shit anymore. i have the most supportive boyfriend in the world now who actually makes me feel like i am the only girl in the world in his eyes. plus my daddy was right, hes exactly what i need right now.