i have a phobia of sweets
i cant reach into a vending machine if theres sweets in the vender
i cant even pick up the packaging, i cringe and run away
my brothers think its funny to throw them at me
i cry if one touches me
ive banned my boyfriend from eating them around me (to his disliking)
i also have a phobia of chewing gum and people eating it around me makes me wanna gag


some call me a freak.

its been a while

its been sooooo long since ive been able to say i am incredibly happy with my life. i haven't cried in ages over pathetice little things like i used too. people have come up to me and said you seem like your old self again and that makes me feel good. i have the most amazing parents, friends and boyfriend and i know it sounds cliche but i really do believe i do. they do care who i am and not make me feel like i need to be somebody else, they are my life and i love every single one of them.

through strength i found love,

in time i found myself in happiness with you.

this man is a fucking beaut.

i still suck my thumb quite frequently at the ages of 20

its one of those comfort habits i just cant kick

i cant wait to move out so i can get these little beauts.